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Thud.

Thud. Thud. Thud. Thud. Thud. Thud. Thud.
Ever felt in one moment that everything could be so much easier. So much easier if you had the strength to say goodbye and walk further than you've ever been. If you can just take those final steps and reach that place where perhaps the grass is greener. Although in reality it rarely is. All you need to remember is that through the humiliation, hurt, pain, anguish and torment is the humbling fact that you are better than all of those feelings.

Besides, feelings are as fickle as people. In one instance the sinking stabbing in the pit of your stomach will drive you to insanity

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Untitled.Four days. Four weeks. Four months. Time heals, yet thoughts destroy, hastily dressed wounds seep. Again and again and again. The same conversation, rewound and replayed. Your smile fills me up; I'm consumed, renewed... despite my distrust. Will I ever be that person again? I try. I forget. I push it to the back of my head. Cliched imagery clouds my thoughts. Nothing hurts like love. Nothing breaks you like the smash of your own heart. Nothing will be the same again? Thank you for this. Thanks for the hurt, the humiliation and torment. It was worth it th Untitled.
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Elastic.Elastic fancies, fickle and shallow. Empty reminders of those days gone by. Rose tinted glasses mask aprehension, Optimistic; simplistic dreams you dare to believe. Stories form your twisted path, deciet filled, mendacious, morals of life. That bitter ending, defined by your mind; dodged, disrespected with even more lies. Walking on clouds decorated with thorns, footsteps as fragile as those vacant words. Elastic.
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AgainUnjust. Unsatisfying.

Empty truths, broken promises, humiliation and regret all sting. A bittersweet aftertaste sours on your tongue. Rose tinted glasses lifted, unveiling the reality which formerly you have been blind towards.
Dissapointment is electric. Superficial and fleeting heartache drown you in a moment; brassy tones of anger induced revenge thud beneath your own feet the next.
Looking down
there is a glass canopy.

Delicately decorated by a web of silky fractures.

Cradled in this net of fragility you sink into yourself. Time stops, fear subsides and almos Again
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Drama.There are times like these when I could sit and stare at your muted expression for hours at a time. Trace the imperfections that frame that cavernous smile of yours. White teeth, sharp and shining. Reflecting the canine within. Are those the same teeth you sink into your prey? Don't tell me, it's the camouflage. Yeah, those pretty clothes, your over processed hair. You've got them now. Laughing, teasing. Brushing that icy cold hand of yours down their cheek.
Flitting this way and that, with the same uncertain flight as that of a butterfly. Only you don't emerge from your cocoon, beautiful and transformed. Drama.
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clutchas i shuffle down the road, smoke circling my aching head, a boy looks up at me, with tears in his eyes, he says "soon ill be dead, and you wont care", he is right. imaginary voices, speaking in stereo, tell me its over, i wonder if anyone else can hear them i can find only locked doors so there is no where for me to go, i turn around and walk away, back home you will always be standing on my dorstep, wailing into the night, you will always be there when i need you the least but i need you now, and i find embrace with your emptiness, i find warmth with your hate and comfort with your fear. its all i need as i go to sle clutch
by !Barkshaw

Soaring the SkiesClouds, take me into your arms let cold, take grip of my veins - giving me life that comes after death, Rebirth will make of me a crow. Not mynah nor peacock nor parrot nor gentle lovely snow white dove - For my thoughts shall always be as dark, as the dark coarse feathers of the crow. I shall live on the highest mountain on its highest coldest peak; Solitude there is what I shall find, and that is the food I seek. And someday, I shall fall down to earth come, fellow friends, rip me apart- For though mother Nature claims my flesh up in the cloudy skies s Soaring the Skies
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City Sunset
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What Should BeDo you find it funny How I'm still Somehow Holding you Even though you've gone away You're still Somehow Here with me
You did that to me Made me fall for you Completely Truly Held me close enough That it still feels like You’re here
Or do you only laugh with her She's your one now She's your only And I just sit here lonely With my teary eyes That once were dreamy And my frozen fingers I sit here dreaming Dreaming of what we should be Instead of pulling myself out
Did you eve What Should Be
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Long time.

Wed Jan 3, 2007, 5:49 AM

Well I haven't been on here for hmm a year at least. I deleted all of my old deviations (back when people actually used to read them :[) and have started afresh. Don't think I've got any better but you know! Nevermind. Hello :]

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Current Residence: Bristol, UK.
Interests: Love.Hate.Dancing.Dreaming.Flying.Dying.Drinking.Fucking.Breathing.Playing.Eating.
Favourite movie: Forrest Gump.Girl Interrupted.As Good As It Gets.
Favourite band or musician: Oasis.Muse.Funeral For A Friend.Basement Jaxx.Massive Attack.
Favourite genre of music: Indie.
Favourite artist: Jack Vettriano.
Favourite poet or writer: Plath.
Favourite game: Life.
Personal Quote: ...do you notice I'm gone?
Tools of the Trade: My mind.